Pooes and Wees

well 44.25 foot of slot car track is still not enuff.

hmm may just need to take ptahmitra up on offer for more pieces of an afx set and get lifelike-afx adapters :)

at least need another loop section so i can do a vert climb onto the box drive around on it and then vert back down.

will be attempting to make a 14foot straight in the lobby tomorrow will be crazy.

need to make some more supports for more uppydownyiness.

hf gl dd

Edit did a stocktake of peices and lengths total35 now = 44.25 excellent. and a hoped straight of 12 foot is now going to be exactly 14 foot long muwahhahahahahahahahaha

miggle

hf gl dd

possibly,

1968 Hillman Hunter.
Slot car track.
Two remote control cars.
Boat for the bath tub, the army men need to go somewhere.
New memory for my computer, to discover an upgrade deal that will see me giving nearly all my existing computer to lana including the new memory.

is a little excessive for the last fortnight but i guess two minute noodles for lunch for a few weeks is worth it :)

HF GL DD

P.s. lana has bunny ears, pink ones, who knew :D. OMG breaking news she has three pairs ARGHHH!!! devil horns and a tiara to boot.

well

fuck me another year older.

the 48 has been massive aye. From about wednesday night on i have been fairly nervous that the gig would blow. I have been telling the other guys in the band how cool Kaos is, was so afriad the response would be lame, seeing as apart from me, the band were 'normals' (illustrated by me=whole head and hands painted*, others=nice shirts and jeans). As i was erecting the stage my mantra became if the stage is bigger we need less people to actually look like a crowd. which meant the picture in my mind of three guys standing at the back until we had finished our set so they could come up and ask if they could play our instruments wouldnt be so bad.

1st big ups to the chick who came and danced for the first song all by herself, in my opinion hardest chick of the night. next cheers leon for being the first 'regular' to dance. Most fun was had getting down amongst everyone and dancing was awesome thanks everyone. Plenty of compliments and honest opinions which were almost completly the same.

Now for our apologies and confessions. The main singer had been away for two weeks and had actually just got back in the country at 6pm friday evening, our lead guitarist had just got his voice back from the all black game last saturday and then had already been to a work leaving dinner and was very drunk, and towards the end we were suppose to end on 'killing in the name of' but hey of the 7 we played after that i learnt 4 on the spot :)

realising by the time we finished playing it was my birthday made the night very cool. I got very cool presents, including socks from lanas mom(she is so cute), excellent.

Now for the almostest hugest thankyou ever, to Kat for the politburo badge on the back of my head, and luci and gold for their help with rest of my makeup. So appreciated guys I was so impressed and happy with the result.

Lana struggles with me, through the most confusing of moments. To the moon and back, full with truckloads
You looked so hot btw. and if you are waiting for me to post im coming to bed now, promise. laptoppy goodness :)

HF GL DD

I guess im wondering why when your apparent iq goes up following simple instructions becomes more difficult.

whats more powerful then God
more evil then the devil
the rich dont want it
and the poor have it

this riddle was given to a whole lot of americans and apparently preschoolers and juniors were the most accurate and managers were the least.

the answer is nothing btw

well it has sucked not being at uni this semester but the money has been worth it me thinks.

~*~ i have hi-jacked this update... *muwaahahahah* ~*~

sorry for that brief interruption now back to scheduled updating.

living with lana has been pretty sweet. apart from the occasional punch up she treats me extremely well :). With me working and her being on a student loan its been cool to almost take a provider sort of role on. well buying the groceries counts im sure. hmm apart from odd weeks like the last one where work didnt pay me for a nine hour day and i took one day off becoz i thought it would be fine.

right i got to play with a box or two (not fluffy but kinda spikey)

Well I'm making a post for the first time in a while. Ive been reading occasionally, but not posting.

This isn't suppose to be wanksting, or anything like that but plz reply, yes or no, if you read this after you saw it was me and was interested in what i might have to say.
(i guess im kinda interested to see if somebody will actually be bothered saying no)

hf gl dd

so im riding home from work last night. Almost dark... in the dying twilight. im riding on the footpath because its an industrial area the road is narrow and well there is noone else on footpath. As my bike is broken, you may remember this from my lovely scabs at the first party, i cant go quickly. Someonelse with same idea, going faster overtakes me on the inside. I notice the bus stop sign just before i hear "oh shit". Person proceeds to fall off and ends up on footpath right in front of me. my brakes do not work either btw. i try to stop but i just go straight over him. My bike stops and ends up on top of him, i keep going but manage to stay on my feet this time :}. As im lifting my bike off him he says "man thats the third time thats happened to me this week".

hf gl dd(seriously)

a builders house never quite gets finished, a librarians books always includes one just lying on the shelf, and a removalists gear never gets quite unpacked.

feeling somewhat guilty for enjoying my seclusion. Its not that I dont want to see you and its not that I cant be bothered. I have always felt a little like I was stuck on (drifting through). I have enjoyed being definitely a fully fledged member for a while. The time has come to emerge again, while maintaining 'membership', to do more social drifting.

Hold me and make it the truth
That when all is lost there'll be you

Yours, mine, ours, us, me, you. Seem like simple definitions/discriptions but they can get awkward ive found.

Am looking for a copy of starcraft. preferably with broodwars. really appreciate it :)

hf gl dd.

shouldnt be in here.....


the mince is on the stove by itself....


i will go rescue it now...


life is remarkably well... nearly all the time :)

I want to dance.

so I'm wanting a few friends to head into town that are going to have fun and not worry about what others think of them but more importantly what others think of me.

i also have no idea where is good so if someone could just take me out with them it would be great.

im not too fussy on music type :)

yeah ok any takers???

well I live in hope for the future. this year may be one 12th finished already but there is a lot to go, If i can survive a bit longer this year maybe the best yet :)

let me count the ways

hope for the future, greif for one day that cost a lot. let me nuture the hope, pour me into it, untill it beomes my totem.

when time again washes over us, then we should be together. until then i wish for our paths to remain close.

Is love a tender thing? It is too rough, too rude, too boisterous;
and it pricks like thorn.

an excuse to get hurt

...not to try to fuck with you mind, promise not to mind...

if you knew the reason u were being lied to, it may make it ok. but then there wouldnt be much of a lie :S

There is a particular piece of music that I have spent so much time listening to, even in my sleep, that it seems to have become part of my identity. I noticed this when i felt a strange personal acceptance after it was played by somebodyelse for their own benefit "you like me, you really like me."

in another part of the galaxy. self assuredness is quite useful at times, allows one to communicate more with less words.

I am my own.

my choice is what i choose to do
and if im causing no harm it shouldnt bother you
and your choice is who you choose to be
and if your causing no harm your all right with me

this juxtiposed against life being an experince of pain, pleasure, and neither. I have a fairly good approximation of my "what i try to live by".

hf gl dd

Well looks like rain for friday night and its going to be a cold one :(

The beauty of an embrace a place
To lay down the pain
Where blood and fire bring rest and peace.

More and more I become me. Its hard to know how much conflict is acceptable. The line I have decided upon is that if somelse actually knew how conflicted i was they would recommend professional help. I dont think I am at that point currently, yet im far too paranoid to let you all, let alone anyone, know how i am really, incase i was too far past when i started looking for the line that I'll never see it.

I want to meet the sick fuck who gave desires desirability levels rangeing over more then 2 outcomes, and mixed analysis methods. I bet they are incredibly interesting and the type you want on your side of a fight (just not too close).

right now life is the entirety of the hieghts of granduer the lows of survival, and all the inbetweens. beginning to understand being in multiple places on the spectrum.

Thank you. I dont let my appreciation show enuff.

hf, gl, dd.

i heard movies by alien ant farm on the radio today and it summed up how im feeling about a few things

( words )

been working for two days now and im quite enjoying it, ah physical labour :)

have been tempted of late to fall out of circulation. just eat work and sleep, and play bass too.
misplaced_ice said she would slap me if i did, wasnt sure if she was trying to encourage me or not *ponders*. Ookey told me i have no real reason and my argument couldnt have got a rampaging elephant out of a paper bag. therefore apart from working looks like i will still be circling.

*breaking news* i may in fact even be going to the fetish ball, thanx to my Ho :)

well that was tough.

anywho, gots to go sort out work :)

hf gl dd

Well something finnaly happened to me. I saw the headlights a long way back but didnt know how to get out of the way. so for those of you who dont understand the reference and are unaware, becca and I broke up yesterday. thought that was worth a post.

ok gl hf dd

so i am taking a break from study. like actually taking a break from study. i mean real study, ive done 4 hours today, and I'm going back to do more after this. Im studying stats and im kinda putting all my hopes and dreams on this one paper at the moment. i reckon if i can pass this course i actually have the intelligence to get my degree. after that i will just need to work on diligence but hey one step at a time. placeing so much importance on my success at trying to learn an entire course, effectively, in a weekend is prolly not the best way to go. but the best way is a fuck of a long way from where i am anyway so it can go... well i was going to give a whole lot of colourful expletives here but instead i ask you to think of the worse thing that could possibly happen to you ever and then apply that to what i want to happen to the "best way".

now well Im working for the holidays for a moving company. hopefully going to work monday to saturday approx 8 hours a day so i can get monies and purchase stuff and not get into even more debt :) well then completely nesecary. but this means i will be unlikely to see anyone for the summer, apart from the xmas newyear break. - VERY SUCK.

once more into the fray

hf gl dd.